Thursday, August 31, 2006
2day i went back 2 my pri school... suddenly lots of bad and sweet memories i had there surfaced in my mind... when i saw the kids down there, i suddenly feel dat wow, time pass soo fast... i'm already sec 3 le... sooner or later next year i'm goin 2 take my o'levels liao... i saw my cher... he's de only cher dat i won't 4get 4 de rest of my life... he taught me a lot dat i couldn't learn from books... he trusted me all way through when i was being accused... he gave me a lot of opportunties and chances... he realli de best cher in my life... but i found out dat he became much more haggard le... i noe people does aged but he realli like aged too much liao... perhaps coz stress ba... i did not have a wonderful day 2day... i quarrelled wif yz liao... i dun noe wat's happenin 2 him lor... he suddenly showed me attitude... den i also show him attitude lor... i jus dun noe why he suddenly become like dat... when i ask him, he sae nothin... we were havin soo much fun in de funfair de time den after see de concert he become like dat liao... maybe i'm not understandin enough ba... yayaya, we had funfair 2day in school... it was fun... but also tiring... i went around askin people 2 buy our brownies and cookies and cannot be 4gotton, de chocolate dip... i was pretty worried sick about angie and ivy when they told me they couldn't book a cab 2 school... i was not afraid of the chocolate but more worried of their health... i scared they might fall sick coz they were soaked in de rain... hope dat they will be fine...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@3:08 PM.
Monday, August 28, 2006
2day 4 no reason i was soo high lor... i also dun noe why... but afterall i had a great day... perhaps coz miss tay wasn't in school 2day soo didn't hear her voice... her voice realli irritates me alot... i can't stand her voice and i think nobody can endure dat... mr cheong wasn't in school 2day too... sort of disappointed coz i kind of enjoy his lessons nowadays... although dat day i was rather pissed of of him coz i realli cannot catch up his teachin pace, but my impression of him never ever decreases... i noe he dun like our class but i still trying veri hard 2 make him change his impression of my class... 2day in class nothing much happen but there's a pleasant surprise dis morning... ivy made de mashmallow dip in chocolate and brought 2 school 2day 4 us 2 try... wow... it's fantastic... superduper nice... i like dat soo much... i'm lookin 2wards de funfair... hahaha... den got alot of food 2 eat le...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:45 PM.
Friday, August 25, 2006
sorri 2 sandy, crystal, sharon... i'm realli sorri coz i deleted my old tag board le... i had enough of dat person's nonsense le... furthermore i dun 1 dis person 2 go and spam u all de blogs soo i decided 2 delete de old tag board and replace it wif a newer de... at least 4 de time bein i think de person won't spam my blog liao... but i still need thank all of u 2 help me scold back dis person... i realli appreciate it alot...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:41 PM.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
2day i had a wonderful day coz i went out wif angie, sharon, crystal and adeline 2 parkway... den we ate pastamania... as usual lar, alot of fun and laughters, soo high... i didn't ask sharon pay me $$$ back coz i like never treat her 4 soo long le... miss toh, dun think soo much lar... treat u 1 meal also won't take my life de... but like wat i mention be4, jus simply nothin can cheer me up now... hais... i noe i shouldn't be angry wif yz now but i jus simply think dat i dun understand him well enough... he can be once happi den de next moment he can be ignorin u le... i can only sae dat he's realli not good at understandin wat's a girl's mind is thinkin... jus wat's happenin 2 him... ai ya... i realli veri tired le... i dun 1 2 be de 1 always takin de initiative le... people always sae in a relationship there should be give and take and as if i'm realli givin out too much le... i noe he also got give but... now den i realised dat a relationship can be veri sweet at de beginning but bitter after dat... hais...
still lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:11 PM.
Monday, August 21, 2006
2day dun noe wat happen 2 me leh... i posted 2 posts 2day... firstly de first post is about sandy's case den now dis post is about me le... i realli dun now wat's happenin 2 me 2day... i somehow get soo moody den be4... i dun noe whether yz will angry or not leh... i veri cold 2wards him 2day... sort of guilty le... i waited 4 him 2day after school coz he got extra A Maths lesson... i think i should coz he had been always waitin 4 me... no matter is lesson or cca, he will wait 4 me until my activity ends de soo i think i should also... den in de bus-stop i soo pai sei leh... his friends all come disturb us... den suhair and aizat also join in disturbin us... but afterall they r still quite fun lar... jus only i feel quite no used 2 it... pe lesson i had a great fun of it but jus simply nothin can cheer me up... hais... i'm realli confused wif wat's my mind is thinkin...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:04 PM.
2day heard a veri bad new from sandy... she cut herself again le... hurts me alot u noe... i noe u r stress over kiro dat matter but dun 4get u still got me... i will veri hurt de... i realli cannot imagine de cuts on ur hand u noe... i dun blame u 4 breakin ur promise but i jus hope dat u will not hurt urself again le... i noe dat u r jus nothin more den a veri normal friend 2 me but i realli treat u as though u were my sister... u accept it or not... i already regard u as my younger sister le and can't u sense dat i'm extra concern 4 u ma... jus coz i realli appreciate u alot soo i dun mind u show attitude 2wards me de time... i jus simply need de promise from u 2 stop hurtin le den i'm more den satisfied already...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:53 PM.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
hais... hais... hais... 1ed 2 do PE yesterday de but had a terrible headache... miss de basketball lesson le... why durin PE lesson de time den pain... but de headache is terrible, my head like goin 2 burst le... hais... only can sit there and see my friends happily playin basketball... i'm alone sittin there waitin 4 them den mr daany ng suddenly come chit chat wif me alot... his words realli talked sense in2 my head... although cannot play basketball but i still had a wonderful lesson on reflection...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:45 AM.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
why things will turn out like dat... i dun noe... we used 2 be veri good neighbours but why now coz of some bottles, friendship turns in2 conflict... i dun 1... i dun 1 2 be like dat... i'm stucked in between... i dun believe dat my class will do such things but i'm jus simply lost... i realli hope dat some1 can pull me out of dis way dat leads 2 no where... i'm soo stress... stressed by dat thing and also coz my social studies results not ideal... although i did not fail but jus not satisfied ma... soo i decided cut myself 4 de first time usin alicia's metal ruler without her noein lar of course... although it's not deep but i still can feel de pain within it... but dun noe why also, i dun feel pain when cuttin de time leh... only after touch water den start feelin pain le... perhaps everybody will think dat i'm stupid but i really cannot control... i really veri stress...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:27 PM.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
somethin big happened 2 life 2day... dis secret only few of my friends noe... i'm feelin soo happi...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:25 PM.
JESS is how my friends addresses me.