Saturday, April 28, 2007

i kinda feel de exams stress liao. exams r jus around e corner le. i'm soo afraid dat i will not do well. think i'm gonna stop blogging at least until e exams r over first. now is time to chiong studies le. oh ya eternity is leaving me until my exams r over. gonna miss her. hope dat she will be taken care well of. okie i'm start my revision le. jia you everybody!

i will not give up soo u too. try ur best can le. i'll be there for u de. jia you jia you.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@11:14 AM.

Friday, April 27, 2007

yesterday was syf. didn't wish to mention wat happen le. it's saddening and disappointing. in conclusion we did not clinch a gold. tried to hold back de tears but jus can't. didn't had any mood to study at all today. totally moodless. anyway everything's all over le. no point thinking of it anymore. it's de time we have to concentrate on our studies le. mid-year starting next week le. time passes soo fast.

i didn't mean to break our promise again de. sorri dat i've made u worri again. thanks for ur shoulders.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:33 PM.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

2 more miserable days nia and dat's it le. we, seniors' job r finally done. jus 2 more days. i've been feeling soo moody dis few days. alot of things occurred in my mind. think of alot alot of things. nothing can cheer me up now. i've been like soo stress by studies. coz of angklung i've been missing out all de remedial lessons. somehow i've been wondering dat is it worth it ma. school and chers r all only concern about medals medals but have they realli spared a thought for us. de burden on us is of no lesser den u all la. mid-years is around de corner and u told us dat it is not important. wat's de problem wif u all. where's dat cher dat used to hugged us in ur arms and doted us as though we r like ur daughters? wat i can see now is dat u r blinded wif frame now. all of u r only concern about winning de gold medal. i was thinking dat r u all going to blame on seniors for not winning de gold dat u all wanted and expected? u all r jus using us as a tool to achieve wat u all wanted.

sorry for having to tolerate all my moods. it wasn't our relationship dat bothers me.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:59 PM.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

yesterday went to rgs for syf preview.. was quite a good one.. i love both of rgs pieces.. all schools lack of emotions and feelings.. was quite a exhausting day yesterday.. had to change, makeup and eat within 45 mins.. rush ar rush.. must thanks msTOH and li rong for helping me to makeup.. came back school around 4.. also rush to change back again coz school closing liao.. makeup didn't even remove.. hope dat mei mei will be alright.. quite worried about her yesterday and sorri about dat coat thing.. i didn't mean to spoil ur mood de.. after dat went back home liao.. too tired to do any homework.. oh ya my heels came off le.. hais.. central judging is only on thursday leh.. stress le..
sorri dat i've frighten u yesterday. ur hands felt warm to me. u had made a difference in my life.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@11:00 AM.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

angklung 1 today had to endure de hot weather coz we were "ASKED" to shift outside de hall.. good good well done lor.. u think we can play well under such conditions is it.. sorri it's difficult.. why dun u guys try about it.. hais.. never mind.. another 1 more week nia.. after dat heck care liao.. angklung collapses also non of my business.. had enough le.. i'm not going to let THEM affect my mood anymore.. oh ya we had our practical exams 2day.. everyone was quite frustrated by cher.. rush rush rush out our 3 dishes out.. went back for bio lessons.. had a great time.. after dat was angklung le lor.. there was a short event dat happened in class 2day too.. only me and msTOH and angie and sandy will noe haha..

i dun hate her soo u dun too. i want to last wif u.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:44 PM.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i cried le.. all of us cried le.. tears jus dropped off without control.. all of us breakdown le.. we r all soo stress, soo exhausted and now we have to tolerate all sorts of nonsense.. i realli dun noe wat r we fighting for and holding on to.. i dun wish to go into details anymore le.. think we had all had enough le..

i broke our promise coz i teared. i'm sorri. today is de most memorable day for us le. ilu. i would remember dis day de.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:32 PM.

Monday, April 16, 2007

2day is gonna be de most unforgetable day i had.. i tasted e world's spicy food le.. my goodness.. jus a bit of it and it can kill le.. msTOH and me de lips r like burning liao but both of us admit dat e hotdog is nice de.. she teared de moment she bit it.. haha.. saw tears rolling down her cheeks like tap.. 1 bottle of water also not enough ar.. think must need 1 litre.. 2day's english lesson is e worst i had ever had le lor.. i jus asked her a question right wat for she get soo worked up neh.. her eyes like blinded de lor.. she jus taught de front row people.. den wat r we those sitting at e back.. aiya watever we dun care must about her le.. angklung too was also an annoying one.. dun wish to mention anymore jus hope dat u people can please buck up.. stop thinkin of urseleves only can.. syf is like only another more 10 more days nia.. dat's it le..

it's always dat thing dat makes me soo worked up. i understand how u feel. i feel veri bad for losin my temper on u.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:26 PM.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

yesterday was sports day.. quite sian at times.. woke up early in e morning and went school bus stop meet adeline and pei ling.. after dat went 7-11 bought some snacks.. met cleve and jeffery on e way soo we went 2gether to meet sharon le.. we were a bit late but it's alright de coz de bus was full of macpherson students.. reach there le slack slack.. den sat at amethyst house in e end got caught by mr goh to run 4x400m.. wrote my name without asking my consent.. in e end he let me off coz my syf haven't finish yet soo i'm not supposed to do anything dat will affect my performance on syf day.. in between happened a veri interesting event.. only me and sharon will noe wat happened.. haha.. after sports day we all went tm eat.. eat le den shop a while after dat went home le.. long journey from tm to my house.. slept in de train.. too tired le.. dat's all le ba..

i understand u didn't wish me to get hurt. i dun blame u. thanks for being at my side.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@3:19 PM.

Friday, April 06, 2007

2day went suntec and marina square wif my family.. shopping again.. i only bought 1 tee shirt.. den went buy de ingredients needed for my upcoming f&n practical exam.. all de cheese cheese stuffs again.. a bit no mood.. dun noe why too.. hais.. after day went home le.. sis gone catch movie again.. she gonna watch 'meet de robinsons' which i hoped to watch too.. 2 days ago i took my nafa 2.4km run le.. i passed! yeah..! haha.. dis is de first time i ran once and passed le.. surprisely i thought i will fail coz no one pace me but instead i passed le.. i didn't noe wat had held me on.. my legs r getting painful le after de run.. den after de run still have angklung.. energy totally drain out liao.. angklung was soo fun.. sharon and angelia laughters are realli contagious de.. dun noe why everytime hear them laugh i also will laugh de leh.. okay dat's all le ba.. have lots of english dis weekend..

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:04 PM.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

i realli had a veri day 2day.. think it's de worst day i ever had since de school reopens lor.. i was like scolded by my f&n cher for de whole 2 periods.. i do everything is wrong de.. i'm like de only one preparing dis dish lor somemore first time den wat u expect? i ask her how do she also scold, i follow de recipe also wrong, i dun follow recipe also wrong.. aiya i realli dun noe wat she wants le.. den i realli can't take it soo cry lor.. haha.. den sharon and angie they all comforted me.. i felt much better le.. but still gonna face her on thursday.. hais.. after dat went for maths remedial de.. learnt new stuffs ya.. oh ya.. think i'm gonna fail my maths le ba.. i left de trigo question totally blank.. although i attempted to do but think answer is wrong de ba.. de paper is such a killer.. okie never mind.. since do le soo dun think too much liao..

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:45 PM.