Saturday, August 30, 2008

went bugis today wif edc to look for jobs! seems like it gets us to nowhere got it's a weekend! lol! gotta try on weekdays! ahah! decided to give up on fish&co's offer le! desperate for job sia! ahaha! miss my girlfriends! =(

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:58 PM.

Friday, August 29, 2008

no more farm outing today le. hais. damm disappointed coz realli looking to it. today is teacher's day but i'm not going back. realli no mood today. sian.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@11:51 AM.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

went out again wif my girlfriends today again! had tapanyaki for lunch at food republic and headed for our interview at big 'o' restaurant! hopefully we can get de job coz it's realli quite a nice offer! realli need a job! money's running out le! lol! went kbox at cineleisure! ahah! shiok ar! keep singing non-stop! had lots of fun there too! going for another outing 2moro again! to farm and escape and science centre and snow city! there are simply too many places we wana go le! omg! ahah! realli enjoy their accompany! finally there's photos in my blog le! woo~

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:11 PM.

yeah! finally finish off wif java's paper le! no supp paper for me please! lol! i think java paper is still managable! ahah! expected it to be tougher actually! basically wat i had memorised came out! ahah! edc clearly noes how much i had studied and memorised! lol! went marina square after exam to catch de movie, 'meet dave' and lookout for jobs! de movie was quite funny! ahaha! think de whole cinema only me and HN laughing like nobody's business ba?! lol! had sakea suki for lunch! after movie went fish&co for interview! part-time minimum needa work for 6months sia! dun realli like bonding stuffs! somemore pay quite little too! ahah! never mind going for another interview later at nydc at wheellock's place! hope dat de benefits will be better! going farm on friday! yoohoo! gonna take lots lots lots of photos but i needa get de digital camera's battery charged first! ahah! can't wait for later and 2moro! ohya! i had grew taller le! yeah! i'm now 148cm! ahahah!

kinda miss my girlfriends liao! especially HN! think she realli loves and misses me a lot! jus parted for a moment her message jiu come liao! fortunate to have these 2 good buddies beside me all de time! ahah! i think de 3 of us makes up a good combination! me and HN will never fail to disturb edc as disturbing him had became our regular exercise! however, he will never get angry wif us for anything! he's a nice chap man! ahahah!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:59 AM.

Monday, August 25, 2008

finish off wif another paper, html paper! soo tough sia! sian! but i think i had tried my best! next paper is java! omg! hang on jess! i wana sit singapore flyer! random!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@12:14 PM.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

as usual stayed at home today again! lol! left 2 more miserable papers den i'm off wif my poly sem1 le! time realli past damm fast! spent around 4months of poly life?! it's kinda a new experience i can say coz it's totally different from secondary school life! life seems more carefree in poly! although i realli hate those common tests and quiz at times! lol! gonna look for job after java paper wif edc and HN! sometimes i feel dat wif their company will be jus enough for me! ahah! hardcore working coz i'm totally broke liao! looking forward to our farm trip and de outing wif my secondary school clique! got lots of things to do after my exams! ahah! my blog is desperate for photos! lol!
想了很多很多, 最后还是觉得现在是时候放下了。 事情发生到现在已经有半年了吧?! 我想我应该把你还有我们所有的一切放下了。 这半年来我没有不是无时无刻不想起你的,尤其是经过我们曾一起去过的地方, 一起做过的事, 我就会不由自主地想到你。 我真的累了。 这一次, 我真的要把我们之间所有的一切让它回到原点, 把我们的回忆埋起来。从今天这一刻开始, 你不再是我心里的一道阴影, 我也不会再把自己的心给封闭了起来。 我不是要把你忘记, 只是把你和我们之间的回忆琐在我心里最深的一个角落, 从此不再钻牛角尖了。 我要做回那个开开心心的我!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@3:34 PM.

Friday, August 22, 2008

yst's exams was quite okie! still can handle! ahaha! went j8 after exams! i realli enjoyed their accompany to de max! no exams today! lol! went kovan wif my mum coz she wana buy some clothes for her new job! i got a new wallet and polo tee! lol! needa start mugging again le! i wana a psp slim! random!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:13 PM.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

finally saw HN and edc 2day! realli miss them! lol! took my cmaths paper dis afternoon! a load's off my shoulder! but i dun think passing will be still a problem! wat had been done cannot be undone le! dun wana probe much anymore! first exam in nyp! lol! environment in de sports hall was pressuring! worst den taking o'lvls! having essentials paper on thursday! ohya! edc lent me his psp! yeah! but only can play after de exams but i doubt i will do soo! will kinda addicted to it de sia! ahah! shall update another day coz it's mugging time!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:28 PM.

Monday, August 18, 2008

stayed at home these few days and tried mugging realli hard. saw my secondary class photo and came about a lot of things. dis 6months was indeed a turnover for me. i experienced and grew up tremendously during dis period. all these thinkings made me wonder am i a failure in relationship? someone told me dat handling a relationship is like taking control of sand. my life had never been soo fulfilling ever since i entered poly. no doubt dat de times in poly realli made me forget about de pain of losing X. however, de pain is still there. no matter how much comfort, how much console, i noe myself de best. i noe simply well dat de pain had not scar-ed. i'm afraid, i'm scared. once bitten, twice shy. i feel like i'm jus like a mouse. i only wana hide away from de reality. reality is cruel. i wana find back my smiles but it's difficult.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:16 PM.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

i'm now using wifi to blog! haha! conference-ing wif HN and edc now! lol! having exams soon le! tuesday's de day! haha!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:20 PM.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

went ahben's house and studied yst! actually i rejected HN de day before coz i can concentrate better at home but i felt sad after reading her blog in de morning! she realli miss me and i dun wana disappoint her le! soo decided to give her a surprise! aaha! de funniest thing was dat she didn't even realise i was behind her! lol! reached ahben house and started our revision! jovi, jason and dage were there too! heard a kinda shocking and shivering news. i can say life is jus soo fragile. you wouldn't noe when you lose someone, even if de person is jus a hi-bye friend to you. we jus gotta learn how to appreciate life and de things we have now. exams are jus around de corner! worried about cmaths de most coz no supp paper! hais~ i'm stressed up man!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@12:52 PM.

Monday, August 11, 2008

less den 1 week's time le! hvaing exams next week! lol! gonna study real hard! damm envy of shar lor! she's gonna start her sem break on wednesday! i think by de time i start my break her break will end le ba?! lol! looking forward to our cliques outing! it's been ages ever since de last time we went out together as a clique! realli hope dat we will be able to meet up successfully! troubling over where and wat to work during break leh! only 6weeks to work! still discussing wif my jiemeis! ahaha! i feel realli fortunate to have 2 groups of veri good friends! ahaha! love them lots! it's mugging time!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:44 PM.

Friday, August 08, 2008

okie! back to blogging! dun noe wat to update for de past few days! run out of contents liao! lol! went to HN's house! ahah! her house got lots of fruits dat i have not eaten before de! interesting~ went amk library study cmaths wif edc, HN, jj and companies! lol! yst went see doctor again! hope dat de medicine works?! i dread of seeing doctors! anyway, exams are getting nearer and nearer. i'm getting worried and afraid. i'm scared dat i will go blank again. de stress and pressure is back again. hais. i realli wana do well.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:07 PM.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

yeah! finish wif de final presentation le! ahhah! now watching de last group! aiyo! dis HN ar! di siao-ing my post!

HIII(: HUINING here. lols!!! we finished! oh YAY, oh YEAH!
wad we gnna eat later? im hungry like mad. HUNGRY! FOOD. e rest can WAIT ;DD

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:57 AM.

Monday, August 04, 2008

2moro's de day! final presentation! lol! first time soo stress over presentation sia! spent de whole afternoon rehearsing wif my team! omg! god, i ur strength man! anyway, it's been 5months le. hais.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:45 PM.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

okie! tuesday is de day! final presentation for our project! jus saw de powerpoint slides we are gonna present! omg! de stress and pressure is back again! i can't afford to screw up dis presentation de! ohya! thursday gonna see doctor again! how many times am i gonna visit clinics after clinics ar?! sian-ed! sis's birthday coming soon le! next sat~

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:35 PM.

Friday, August 01, 2008

went watched 'money no enough 2' wif HN and edc after school today since there is no more class after 12! lol! quite a touching show i can say?! think de girl beside me was tearing?! lol! before movie went to makan at 店小二. de food was nice but jus dat we like order too much le! luckily there's still edc! ahah! his stomach capacity is damm big can?! but hor dun noe where all de nutrients gone to leh! HN and me ate till damm full! we went to G200 next coz HN needa get her formal clothes! both of us create a big hoohaa inside de changing room! endless of laughter! went into another shop which HN always wanted to enter! created another big hoohaa inside de changing room again! in de end both of us fell in love wif a dress! HN's got de orange one and i took de green one! a sweet dress i can say! edc footed de bill as usual! feel damm guilty! lol! feeling damm tired now but 2moro needa wake up early go see doctor again! hais~

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:59 PM.

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