hais... soo sian at home... other den bloggin and doin de holiay assements, i dun noe wat else can i do le... luckily there's still some angklung practices durin de holidays 2 keep me occupied... bloggin also dun noe wat can blog about liao... oh ya... i yesterday accidentally went in2 a person's blog... she not only same age as me, but also still birthday wif me... and de most important is dat her name is tan lirong... i noe another girl also named lirong but is heng... wow... we share de same surname, same birthday and also same age... where in dis world got soo coincident de... i think dis is called fate ba... hahaha...
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@12:56 PM.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
hais... i'm now like a blind person liao lor... send my specs 4 some kind of testing coz my lens de multicoat like drop off liao... i've 2 go without it until tuesday... i depended heavily on my specs coz my degree is veri high den now without it i feel dat my eyes is straining alot... need 2 stay at home dis few days le or else will go knocking things if go outside... how am i goin spend dis few days leh... my eyes r painful... suddenly den remembered there's many holiday homeworks 2 settle... ai yoi... 1 movie review, 1 magazine review, 3 books reviews, 1 sack of maths worksheet and 3 chinese journeys... hais... i think dis is goin 2 be a busy holiday 4 me ba...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@2:44 PM.
Friday, October 27, 2006
requested by sandy 2 do dis quiz...
1) You are...?
- jessica
2) When is your birthday...?
- 26/2/91
3) Your horoscope...?
- pisces
4) What do you like most...?
- bloggin
5) What do you hate most...?
- hypocrites
6) What is your primary school...?
- yangzheng
7) Do u like your primary school...?
- yupps
8) What is your secondary school...?
- macpherson
9) Do u like your secondary school...?
- yupps
10) Your currently class is...?
- 3e
11) Do u like ur currently class...?
- okie la
12) Have you ever like someone from your class...?
- yupps
13) Which teacher you like most...?
- miss leo
14) Which teacher you dislike most...?
- miss wee
15) Which subject you like most...?
- mathematics
16) Which subject you dislike most...?
- literature
17) Who are your good friends...?
- bao zhu, msTOH, liing
18) You love...?
- some1 in dis world
19) Now, say anything about yourself that you might want tuhh add & you can write as much as you want...?
- loves 2 talk lor and veri paranoid
1) You are...?
- jessica
2) When is your birthday...?
- 26/2/91
3) Your horoscope...?
- pisces
4) What do you like most...?
- bloggin
5) What do you hate most...?
- hypocrites
6) What is your primary school...?
- yangzheng
7) Do u like your primary school...?
- yupps
8) What is your secondary school...?
- macpherson
9) Do u like your secondary school...?
- yupps
10) Your currently class is...?
- 3e
11) Do u like ur currently class...?
- okie la
12) Have you ever like someone from your class...?
- yupps
13) Which teacher you like most...?
- miss leo
14) Which teacher you dislike most...?
- miss wee
15) Which subject you like most...?
- mathematics
16) Which subject you dislike most...?
- literature
17) Who are your good friends...?
- bao zhu, msTOH, liing
18) You love...?
- some1 in dis world
19) Now, say anything about yourself that you might want tuhh add & you can write as much as you want...?
- loves 2 talk lor and veri paranoid
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
wow... i 2day overslept... i only woke up at 7... den i quickly ask my dad drive me 2 school ar... first time ever in my time i overslept until soo late ye... luckily i managed 2 reach school on time... i think another 5 more mins i'm goin late le... i was soo worried dat i'm late den i did even comb and tie my hair... den saw chua-ong at de side-gate soo i thought die le i sure late liao sure have 2 attend detention de... heng heng i wasn't late... 2day i finally got back my results 4 de whole year le... sort of disappointed la coz like a bit not veri satisfied... yeah... de 4 of us all promoted lor... at first i was quite worried 4 pei ling de but when it was confirmed dat she successfully promoted, i'm soo happi 4 her... all of us can be 2gether next year le... i think is a kind of fate dat can actually bind us 2gether since sec 1... after dat we went 2 bugis 2 celebrate... i promise 2 treat them corn soup ar and i did but was a bit cash tight soo only bought 1 den let them share... a bit guilty leh... but never mind la... next time still got chances de ma... i'm soo high le ye... coz holidays comin soon le ar... den still got angklung camp... got 2 spend 2 nights in school but it should be quite fun ar... soo busy de whole school holiday... den i saw a pillow from 'give a name shop'... i think i goin buy dat den bring it durin my angklung camp... coz my old 1 is like super big la... a smaller 1 is more easier 2 carry around especially durin camps when u have 2 bring lots of stuffs ar... i'm goin cut down de amount i'm goin bring there dis time le... soo tired... finally can rest le...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:01 PM.
Monday, October 23, 2006
finally i'm back from my malaysia trip le... it was quite tiring la but it's a fruitful trip... we chiong our way up 2 genting highland without eating dinner on de 1st day... manage 2 reach up there quite early... at least it's be4 midnight... it was soo cold up there la... de 2nd day we went 2 de outdoor and indoor theme park 2 play 4 de whole day... fun is fun but always coz of raining and maintenance, alot of games cannot play... i finally got de courage 2 sit de overturn roller coaster le ye... last time didn't sit coz i'm realli afraid den now dare liao... in de evening, we went 2 show a concert by "fong fei fei"... it was wonderful... i loved her performance le... she looks soo impressive on stage... de last day of our trip, de tour guide brought us 2 see de malaysia's twin towers... oh my... it's soo tall... after dat u went 2 a chocolate factory... i had never been 2 a chocolate factory be4... there's all kinds of chocolates dat can be found there... tongkat ali, durian, coconut, tiramisu... de last stop is 2 a shopping centre nearby called, "sungei wang"... we shopped and bought lots of stuffs... of course... i promise all my friends i will buy them present soo i did buy le... alot it's not expensive stuffs but i think u guys will like it de... den we chiong our way back 2 singapore again... manage 2 reach singapore early...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:39 AM.
Friday, October 20, 2006
2day cannot be 4gotton is sandy's birthday... yeah... soo happi... also dun noe why, also not my birthday wat... hahaha... i think coz i treat her as my younger sis dat's why i'm soo happi 4 her ba... wa... she grow 1 year older le... but no matter how older she grows, i'm still afterall older den her by 2 years... hais... must admit old le... soo fast... i still remember de 1st i met sandy... den now jus short 10 months, i'm already celebratin her birthday 4 her le... i remembered dat we 1st met was de 1st day of school... she's jus a typical sec 1 student 2 me... through her sis, which was my friend, i got 2 noe sandy... from there, our friendship developed... hahaha... when now i think about de 1st time i saw her, i feel dat it's quite funny... i still suspect dat sandy is shar's older sis den younger sis leh... sandy, if u get 2 see my dis post, i would like 2 tell u soemthing... happi birthday 2 u and always stay happi okie... no matter wat happens, u r 4ever de mei mei in my heart... ai yoi... cannot blogging 4 de next 4 days le... stop here le...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@12:43 PM.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
although 2day no need attend school, but i feel extremely not happi at all... i rather 2day is a normal school day... hais... soo sian at home de lor... nothing 2 do soo keep watching shows at youtube... watched goong from ep 1 to ep24 coz nothing other else 2 do... sian sian sian... but friday i not sian liao... coz i'm goin overseas le... we r goin 2 genting... hahaha... finally i'm flying out of singapore le... 2 years le ye... i didn't get 2 travel 4 dis 2 years coz my bro is serving his NS ma... now finally he's goin ORD le den we can whole family go overseas le wor... i'm soo happi... not coz can get 2 travel, but coz i can get 2 see my best friend... we 2 families r of good ties and everytime travelling we both families will go 2gether de... yeah... i soo long never see her le since chinese new year went 2 her house when house-visiting de time... think she must have grown taller den me now le... she's now only sec 1... hahaha... but i dun mind coz i noe there's no more chances 4 me 2 grow taller anymore le lor... we got 3 full days 2 talk and play and talk and play... i'm lookin soo 2wards dis holiday... hope dat by dat time, my gums won't give me much problem can le coz de swell didn't go off yet now... hais...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@11:49 AM.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
2day went on a outing trill... is 2 de discovery centre... eh... not fun at all de lor... is like go there is a waste of time... my gums r still swollen den 2day go school shar and pei ling they all soo bad... keepin makin me laugh when i cannot stretch my mouth 2 much... but still, my day was still brighten by them... can't imagine de days without them... without pei ling's laughters, shar's lameness and adeline's singing... hahaha... honestly speaking, they have slowly became more and more important in my life... i wonder how will my days like without them... somehow i can't live without them ba... they jus have a veri special place in my heart dat no 1 can't replace it de...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:20 PM.
Monday, October 16, 2006
requested by sandy 2 do dis quiz...
1) Single, taken or crushing?
- single...
2) Are you happy with your life now?
- okie la...
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
- if i think he's my mr right...
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- of course have...
5) Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
- depends wat kidn of circumstances...
6) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
- if there's true love in us...
7) Have you ever talk about marriaged with another before?
- yupps
8) Do you want children?
- yupps
9) How many?
- let de nature course runs ba...
10) Would you consider adoption?
- yupps if i dun 1 2 endure pain during labour...
11) If someones likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
- talk it out ba...
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
- yupps... when there's true love in us...
13) Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
- he gave me kiss on my cheeks...
14) Do you believe love at first sight?
- not realli...
15) Are you romantic?
- can be sometimes...
16) Do you believe you can change someone?
- nopes...
17) If you could be married somewhere, where would it be?
- in a church
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
- if de fault lies wif me...
19) Do you have feelings for someone now?
- nopes...
20) Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
- nopes...
21) Have you broken a heart?
- yupps...
22) If one day your best friend fall in love with the boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
- i will leave and give blessings 2 both of them if they r truely in love...
23) Are you missing someone now?
- yupps... my primary school friends...
1) Single, taken or crushing?
- single...
2) Are you happy with your life now?
- okie la...
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
- if i think he's my mr right...
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- of course have...
5) Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
- depends wat kidn of circumstances...
6) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
- if there's true love in us...
7) Have you ever talk about marriaged with another before?
- yupps
8) Do you want children?
- yupps
9) How many?
- let de nature course runs ba...
10) Would you consider adoption?
- yupps if i dun 1 2 endure pain during labour...
11) If someones likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
- talk it out ba...
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
- yupps... when there's true love in us...
13) Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
- he gave me kiss on my cheeks...
14) Do you believe love at first sight?
- not realli...
15) Are you romantic?
- can be sometimes...
16) Do you believe you can change someone?
- nopes...
17) If you could be married somewhere, where would it be?
- in a church
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
- if de fault lies wif me...
19) Do you have feelings for someone now?
- nopes...
20) Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
- nopes...
21) Have you broken a heart?
- yupps...
22) If one day your best friend fall in love with the boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
- i will leave and give blessings 2 both of them if they r truely in love...
23) Are you missing someone now?
- yupps... my primary school friends...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:54 AM.
hais... finally got my wisdom tooth off le... dis few days didn't tag coz my gums r swollen le... cannot talk properly... pain sia... den can only eat porridge... everday de menu is only porridge porridge porridge... but de whole experience is soo scary... starting i got 2 inject de doze injection 2 numb de whole area... den after 2h later another same type of injection... when de doctor was operating me de time, i didn't even dare 2 open my eyes... although is numb le den no feelin but i'm still scared ma... de doctor like treat my mouth like a construction place leh... coz my wisdom tooth is wrapped up by flesh and bone and is near de nerves, de doctor need 2 cut open de flesh first den cut de bone and slowly remove it... i can sense dat he was like drilling something de... ai ya... since it's over le dun think too much le... i'm jus afraid dat de swollen gum won't soo fast go off den i die liao... i friday goin overseas le ye... how can i play well wif a swollen gum leh... hais...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:47 AM.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
yesterday when i finally got back my final year results le... wow... i pass all de subjects... i thought i will sure fail maths de when i heard dat only less den 5 people pass... never did i thought dat de person dat pass there's 1 of them is me... i was soo shocked la... although i fail in my paper 1, but my paper 2 realli pull me up alot alot... at de same time i'm also happi 4 all my friends... i think we r able 2 be 2gether in de same class again le... yeah... dat's wat i always hoped 4... durin de point of time when we r feelin de happiness of passin our exams, i kind of worried 4 my another friend which is from de other school de... i'm kind of worried 4 her coz i'm afraid dat her english like a bit cannot make it de... hai ya... i now dun 1 2 think too much le.. i jus 1 2 rest and relax... i think i realli deserves a good rest le...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:54 AM.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
finally everything is all over le... exams are finally over le at last... i've been waiting 4 dis day 4 a veri long time le and dis day has finally arrived... i no need 2 study anymore... my dad can no longer stress me at least 4 de time being... dun noe why 2day feel extremely relieved... i've been never like dat be4... everytime go out wif shar they all but i jus still feeling veri stress but 2day when i went out wif shar again, i can feel dat a burden has gotton off me... perhaps coz no more studies stress le ba... now jus have 2 wait 2 check my papers and get back my results le... dun noe how will it turn out 2 be... jus hope dat everything can turn out fine...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:19 PM.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
after 2moro 9 o'clock den dat's it le... i will finish sec 3 le... soo fast... realli... time past soo fast... sec 3 over le... den veri fast i will reach sec 4 den takin my o'levels... i jus hope dat time can past as soon as possible... i jus simply 1 get rid of my o'levels and dat's it... once and for all... finish my o'levels den start another stage of my life le... but somehow i will a bit sad coz we will be separated le... i mean de we of course is refering 2 me friends la... sure will miss them alot de... but never mind la... next time de problem next time de settle ba... now jus treasure de times spend wif them can le... i believed these times will become a veri memorable memories in my heart in future de... no matter is happi de or sad de...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:58 PM.
2day i changed a new blogskin representin a new start... from 2day dis veri moment, i'm goin 2 start everything anew... i'm goin 2 be myself le... not goin 2 be like some1, always act only... i'm goin 2 be true 2 myself from now on... i soo happi 2 start everything afresh... i think it will be a good start off by changin my blogskin... hahaha... i'm not goin 2 think of him anymore le... angie is right... he's not worth my love neither he's worth my tears... my tears have already dried up and my heart is dead... i'm now goin 2 concentrate all my minds jus on studies and cannot be 4gotton, my friends... i realli 1 2 thank them 4 being my side especially when i needed their support de most... thanks guys... u all made me realise how important friendship is 2 me...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:18 PM.
Friday, October 06, 2006
wat's happenin 2 us... i dun noe... is it coz of external factors or coz is dat my feelings 2wards him is fading le ne... i dun noe... i'm lost and confused... wat should i do... break... is it de last resort i should use... i dun noe... neither do i do wat's happenin 2 us... i dun 1 2 think of dis question now... leave it 2 fate ba... i jus hope dat he can use his eyes instead of ears 2 see dis whole picture... as an outsider, he should be able 2 see things at a clearer point of view but he did not... he point de fingers at us... he thinks dat it's our fault... i admit is our fault but 2 our doings, there's reasons behind it de... why didn't he check out de facts be4 pointing de fault at us... i'm soo disppointed wif him le... is not dat i dun like him anymore le but his actions realli make me veri disappoint... i dun mind how he treat me but my friends have not offended u... why must u like dat sae them... can't u see my face and be kinder 2 them ma... i realli dun understand him at all... maybe we shouldn't have took de step be4 we knew each other well enough yet... i'm not regretful about my decision 2 be wif him coz he indeed gave me many memorable memories but my heart now is already dead le... i have no more hopes on him le but i wish dat he will let me go... dun cling on 2 dis relationship can le...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:35 PM.
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@3:46 PM.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
not 2 4get wat day is it 2day... we r 2gether 2 months le... but i simply cannot cheer up... i'm feelin soo terrible now... not coz of de teeth thing but is studies... 2day de first thing i came 2 school i heard from cher dat i did not do 4 my chinese paper 1... but wat hurts me de most is dat she told me dat she's soo disappointed wif me... although she assured me dat i did not fail but i did not pass well either... why... why must i hear dis news... do u noe dat now my feelin is soo confused... my confident throughout dis whole EOY is soo high de lor den now dis sudden news made my confidence dropped from 100% to 50% le... i was all thinking about cher's words when i was doin my maths paper 1 and physics de time... dis EOY is soo important 2 me... i dun wish 2 slip in any of de subjects neither do i 1 2 sacrifice any of de subjects... wat should i do... i'm soo stress... i cannot take it le... but thanks 2 shar and pei ling... they brought me out 2 relax... thanks u guys... i realli love u all alot and treasure u guys much more den any... guess dat now i have no other ways but 2 work even harder le... i have realli not much more confidence left le... i even signed an agreement wif shar, pei ling and adeline dat if i pass my maths paper 1, i will treat them each a ice-cream sundae... i signed de agreement without thinking coz i noe i won't pass de... hais... sadness... i'm realli lost... but i won't give up de... i will hang on till de end... i must fight against de reality... i dun believe in fate... de more de god 1 2 test me, de more i mustn't give up...
lovin yz...
lovin yz...
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:30 PM.
