Saturday, November 29, 2008
i'm still not getting better from my FLU! lol!sudden craving for de bbq chicken wings at wisma food republic!ahahaha!NOSEblocked, EARblocked!watched corner wif love again!to me, even after watching for soo many times, i dun feel bored!coz i realli like de story!it's like another 24 days more!yea no doubt dat i'm definitely looking forward to it!however, wif de recent terrorist attack, i'm jus feeling a little paranoid!who noes where and when is their next attack?!it's VBpractical test and java quiz next week! =(其实， 我比任何人都明白， 自己， 是喜欢你的。虽然， 喜欢你， 会让自己变得好痛苦。
或许我只能在未来的日子， 在一旁看着你， 可是对我来说， 就已足够了。
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:46 PM.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
completed 1 out of 3 tests, DCN!it was still managable i can say! lol!class at 8 as usual! SLEEPY!i'm getting ill! =(runningNOSE, soreTHROAT, coughing!it's FLU i noe!i still remember de last time when i told shar i was having runningNOSE, she told me to quickly catch my NOSE!lame! ahha! i wana get well man!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:22 PM.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
class people had been viewing my blog quite often! guess why?! coz my blog have de latest updates of assignment deadlines and dates of quizzes!lol! went for VBremedial!i realised VBcodes isn't a matter of knowing, it's a matter of remembering!presented our role-play!it was damm fun!ahha! =)maynard was childish!agreed by everybody!we were snatching over a toy!dat's our role in de role-play!sad thing of de day: my toy was broken!damager: tan chwee tah!anyway, he promised to buy me back 2 soo i decided to forgive him den!lol! =)
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:58 PM.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
these are de upcoming events for my next 2 weeks! =(week7:26nov- VBremedial- comm skills assignment 3 progressive check 1- comm skills role play- mock presentation for project!27nov- DCNquiz!28nov- cmaths assignment 1 - VBhotjob!week8:3dec- comm skills assignment 3 progressive check 2- VB practical test4dec- java quizmum and me haven't been feeling well dis week.stomach had been giving me problems.didn't go school today.went see doctor wif mum and sis.all de way to yishun.lol. =(i'm stressed, and tired.i wish you were there.
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:49 PM.
Friday, November 21, 2008
HN came school today! ahha!
and i realli enjoyed her company to de max!
she passed me and ED each a box!
i was realli curious wat was inside de box!
however, she said we can only open it when we reached home!
videoed a long conversation between de 3 of us! 30mins! ahah! =)
we were chatting about our first impression of each other and stuffs!i still remember orientation de first day HN jiu pangseh me liao!and she was like pretty 不爽 wif me coz de comm skills thingy!ahah! coz she feels i like 管他们去死 like dat!it's interesting reminiscing de past! =)
i think wherever i miss her, i can always watch our zi zhang-ed videos!she had her exit interview today.
results aren't satisfactory.
but at least we are left wif more time 2gether.
opened de box. there was a soft toy wif a mini water bottle.
and also, a box full of letters.
while i was reading, i realli feel like crying.
i can't bear to leave her, veri veri much.
i can see dat she realli spent a lot of effort in creating these boxes.
i'm touched. =)
and i'll be also preparing a surprise box for her too! ahha!
till den, i'll stay as happi as ever!i jus wana treasure de times we are left together!i'm happi or even glad dat de 3 of us are back together again!at least for de time being, i feel dat we are veri veri good friends once again!i realli hate de feeling of being angry or throwing tantrums on my friends!but i jus can't control it!for wat HN said, we gotta accept, tolerate, help and talk things out!to prevent de same thing from happening again!anyway, sis and me are in love wif HN's blog!her post is always soo interesting!when can our posts be as interesting as hers?!ahaha!i like sharing our stuffs wif my sis!i think i have a zi zhang-ed sis!she's kinda retard at times, jus like us!oops! =P
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:07 PM.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
during de 4hours of break today, i 'sneaked' out of school to amkHUB to meet HN!ahahah! =)had oyster omelette, something which i had been craving for long!i will miss her, for sure!she's de only one who will company me wif all my stupid and lame jokes!but it's always de thought of it dat will pull my mood straight down under my feet!headed back to school, it's java again! =(and i can feel i'm realli cheering up wif her around.although i'm not realli positive about my future days in IT. =(somehow, sometimes, i wish to be alone.but no worries, my smiles will always be there. =)for me being a strong girl now, no longer dat weakling duckling in de past.someone told me dat jess had grown up, and i think i had.for all those things dat are happening around forces me to.i was sure, i wasn't given a second choice.if i was given a second choice, i would rather be still a kid, veri veri much.wif no money to worri, not many materalistic stuffs to satisfy me.soo innocent, soo pure, soo kind.however, reality is cruel.it's time to wake up JESS! stop dreaming!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@2:14 PM.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
everyone is soo fake.i jus feel dat humans are soo ugly.i rather i'm facing a bunch of kids.at least they are devils wif an innocent heart.it's my fault to push all de pressure on myself.it's my fault to be worrying about our progress.it seems like i'm jus tiring myself out.it seems like i'm worrying for nothing.i'm shutting myself up again.i'm jus nothing without you.我真的好想改一改喜欢你的方式。喜欢你， 我却不能讲， 只会远远地看着你， 连我都搞不清楚你究竟在想什么。还有讲话也是， 要讲话就讲话， 人家怎样讲就别管啊， 不要只会拿朋友当借口。还有， 就算你只是一个平凡的男生， 我也不会瞧不起你， 不要没有自信， 真心喜欢一个人， 千万不要没有自信。
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@4:44 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
met up wif cliques today!as usual, bitch-ing!ahaha! de girls are still much de same!CPL is still as lame, ADEL is still as matured& SHAR is still as open!as for me, i'm still as LOSS!had dinner at mos burger!ADEL was de last to reach!all of us were already soo hungry!as usual, i left first! lol! =(cmaths quiz, DCN assignment dis week!DCN quiz, marketing assignment next week!java quiz, VB pactical test next next week!omg! i think i'm gonna have a realli hard time to past before de term break starts! =(
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:59 PM.
Monday, November 17, 2008
headed to HN's house wif ED!had much fun at her house!as usual, we played many games!GAMEOFLIFE!additional game, old maid!ahahha!her mum cook yummy food!cum got promegranate! =)meeting cliques 2moro!wonder how much they have changed!lol! =)
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@5:05 PM.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
fri was 2008's prom night for macpherson secondary. it was den i felt dat time had indeed passed soo fast without me realising. i still remember dat nerdy me when i entered macpherson. i entered dis pathetic school unwillingly. never did i noe i will meet de 2 people who changed my life entirely. de first boy i got myself committed to and de first boy i loved. yea, it's been 8months already. i had been continously telling myself dis. i had moved on, definitely. de pain is no longer there, definitely. de scar is still there, definitely. 8months had not been easy for me either. i had to struggle wif my studies even knowing i might fail, one day. however, i chose to hang on, till de veri end. i noe you had left, for good. i left no misses for you anymore, at least it's no longer now i'm sure of. until today, people says i build a hard wall in front of myself, not willing to open up my heart. i noe it's coz de right person isn't here yet. hence i plead, stop asking me to open my heart.
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:21 PM.
unexpectedly, i didn't go out today!
was supposed to but dad suddenly back out!
which i'm freaking irritated by such people! =(
but i decided i should forgive him dis time!stayed at home de whole day, trying to complete my marketing assignment!
anyway, it's an individual assignment!
it's almost done i can say!
ahahah!i'm going to HN's house 2moro!
i'm excited! ahah!
gonna have pomegranate!
i feel soo sua ku when i'm at her house!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:55 PM.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
yst was realli a bad day for me!i got freaking irritated!things must have a limit isn't?!dun wish to elaborate anymore!went out wif emelia today!
we chatted a lot! =)
i think i have never talked soo much within a day like today!
ended up meeting her mum for movie and dinner!
soo we headed from orchard to tm!
we watched madagascar 2!
it's realli a funny movie man!
went straight home after de dinner!
i'm tired! =( i'm going suntec 2moro!guess wat?! it's winter clothings again!lol! i'm jus soo sick and tired of ur wishy-washy! be a man! wat's soo embarrassing about saying ur feelings out?!there isn't a thousand or million years for you to get ready!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:28 PM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
comm skills was fun today! =)
but i wonder how many days of fun do we still left wif?!
will be meeting cliques for dinner next tuesday!
and going to HN's house next monday!
woo~ i'm packed wif activities next week!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@3:15 PM.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
a whole day lecture again!it's kinda bored! =(only 3 of us hang on till de end!mark, shingto and me!post is short i noe! lol!i think i'll be meeting emelia dis sat!kinda miss her! =)sweetie, there are some things i jus can't put myself to tell you face to face. i'm afraid i will breakdown. i noe i shouldn't be saying all these as jus like wat my mum says, i must let you leave without any burden. although i noe we aren't going to be separated but we will not be meeting as often as before anymore. i can say, you are best gift GOD has given me. you never noe how much you mean to me. you would listen to my sorrows, encourage me, brought laughters to dull my life, made me felt important. i'm realli sad about ur departure and it had came too sudden for me. i had yet to accept it but i noe you will definitely be happier. i will miss every single trace you left on me for sure. promise me, you must stay happi yea?! i noe i sound kinda mushy here but these are my heartfelt words i wana let you noe all these while. dun worri about me. i'll stay strong as ur spirit will always lies in me. those memories we shared will be my support from now onwards.
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:57 PM.
Monday, November 10, 2008
school was fine today!raining as usual!went home without company of buddies!for a moment, i miss them realli lots! =(i hope 2moro for a better day!omg! my post is getting from short to shorter!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:05 PM.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
as usual, dad brought us out looking out for our travel stuffs!instead, we didn't buy anything today coz we aren't sure who is lacking of wat!re-counted our stuffs! lol!winter time fair at suntec! meaning we are going suntec next sunday!hopefully we are getting our necessaries next week!
it's kinda sian and irritating keep walking and walking! =(dat was how i spent my day!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:59 PM.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
sis and me brought mum for lunch at jack's place! sis and mum ordered steak!as for me you noe i dun eat steak soo i ordered fish instead!de food is realli nice i say!ahahah!but mum's still sick soo she didn't realli enjoy it much from wat i see!lol! =(as usual 2moro is my family day! wif a date wif my family again!lol! sian!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:03 PM.
Friday, November 07, 2008
mum jus came back from her childcare concert!
i'm realli worried about her!
i only managed to talk to her for a while in de morning!
i can see dat she's realli sick!
i was like preparing pi pa gao for her but she didn't wana drink!
maybe she would prefer to have more rest!anyway, i had fun in school today! =)
i can say, school is always fun wif my 2 retard buddies!
i wana go ice-skating wif them!
but of coz i dun wana fall!
ED was like saying no fall can't learn anything!
i was like watever! i jus dun wana fall! it's gonna be painful man!in de other hand, i'm freaking stressed up wif VB codes!
i'm like totally loss wif those stupid codes!
super pek chey! =(
however, dis's wat a programmer will have to go through!
i hate VB codes!dad's bringing us to continue wif our winter wear shopping again!HN was like asking are we travelling or migrating!ahhaha!looking forward initially but de excitement seems to be chilling!i'm getting tired man!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:59 PM.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
i was watching yst's videos!
their actions are like soo out of point!
i'm starting to feel dat my class is cute de lor!
perhaps, dis's jus another side of them?!
mum's sick again! =(
seems like everyone in my house is sick!
i hope she will be well by sat coz we will be treating her for lunch!
as promised! =)
afterall, she had done soo much for us!
it's time to repay her a bit!
but i gotta push back outing wif buddies le!
i'm sorri buddies! =(
jus some photos for flashback!
i miss those times! although it's freaking tired! =(
club21 oh club21! AX oh AX!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:05 PM.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
we conducted our class activity for comm skills today!can see dat HN was stress at dat time!afterall, she was worried dat things might not go smooth!it was a success overall! =)and we had realli much fun out of it!it was funny to see my classmates doing de actions!ahahah!my sis is pretty retard!she is playing wif her pet in de facebook thingy!de problem is dat she asked me to adopt one while she can make use of my pet to buy things and earn money for her pet!retard right?!i wana use my com and she's like using my com to make use of my pet!lol! realli wana bang her head sia!soo i asked for her to ask dad to buy mac in return!ahah!ohya! i needa revise for 2moro's java quiz! omg! it's java again!no interest~ hais!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:22 PM.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
my audi is finally working well!
it's been like soo long ever since de last time i played!
anyway, it's not realli important in my life either!
it's jus for me to pass time!
HN and me chatted realli lots today!
was supposed to chat in msn but she ended up pouring to me during lecture!
it's been realli lots of content and impossible to type it out!
it's also not convenient to share! =)
you noe girls jus have a millions and thousands of things to share!
we jus have endless topics!
took many many photos as usual!
but i'm jus uploading some up!
coz i think my blog is getting dull!
de rest of de photos will be available in HN's blog!
erm! i think there's some transfer problem wif de photos!
i shall upload them again when i got everything in my com!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:37 PM.
Monday, November 03, 2008
class at 9 today! sian!HN has been saying dat my blog lacks of photos!hence, we took many many photos today!i'm waiting for her to send me! =)i spotted many peeps today, which i dun get to see them soo often!qimin, ziyuan and william!however, josher said he saw me!kinda retard i noe!i'm jus finding contents to put inside my post!lol!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:10 PM.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
went shopping for our vacation stuffs!i'm soo happi! ahhaa!sis and me will look like 2 bananas coz our outer jacket is in bright yellow! lol!jus like de cartoon banana in pajamas!mum will look like a big strawberry!dad spent a quite a bomb today! lol! but there are still a lot of stuffs we needa buy!i'm getting pretty excited now! =)i'm missing my 2 retard buddies!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@7:53 PM.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
hi readers! i realised i haven't been blogging or updating my blog for a few days already! lol!these few days had been jus soo normal! school is fun as long as i got dat 2 retard buddies around!ahahahaha! i jus simply love their company!i'm addicted to watching hk dramas nowadays! i'm currently watching '十兄弟'! ahaha!
they are kinda retard but i gotta admit they are quite innocent and cute at times!however, i'm hating de loading veri veri much! it's realli slow! =(well, i got no choice isn't?! nothing comes free!i'm excited for 2moro coz dad's finally bringing us to buy our winter wears!at last! we had been bugging him for quite some time already!ahaha! it's another 52 more days! =)btw, HN said my blog needa photos!i'm still thinking wat pics should i put in my blog!headache!i jus finish de group's project proposal!i'm glad dat they are all my good team-mates coz they handed in to me on time!jee rui proved me wrong dis time although de content is kinda 'copy&paste'!lol! anyway, i appreciate his efforts! =)ohya! my stupid audi is facing some irritating problems sia!
can anyone fix it for me?! it's damm irritating!
things are jus not working!
seems like i can only entertain myself wif psp nia!
what we could have been, ★ JESS™@12:56 PM.