Thursday, January 29, 2009

5days of holidays ended in a blink.

afterall, i had more den enough rest already.

a traditional cny, again.

house visiting and stuffs.

didn't had school yst.

dad brought me to fetch sis and brother from school.

he brought us for lunch, but it didn't taste nice.

sat going to attend nich's birthday party.

it's them, again.

i had enough of these entertainment.

can i be spared? i doubt soo.

anyway, he won't appreciate our efforts i noe.

huining's brother had an accident.

i wonder how's him.

but i'm more worried de girls.

they must be frightened.

but i noe, they'll be fine.

without me realising, i grew feelings wif their family.

they are NICE people.

i noe i sound mushy here but for now, i wana treasure all i have now.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@3:07 PM.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

yooHOO!

2moro's REUNIONdinner!

steam-boating session again!

CHEERS! myFAVOURITE!

can i have a CNY wish?

WAHAHAHAH!

okie i admit i'm greedy.

i got CHRISTMASwish, NEWyearWISH and now CNYwish?

LOL!

i'm crapping again. IGNOREme!

tuesday's visiting auntie's house.

seeing all my auntie and uncles again.

SPEECHLESS.

coz they will always ask de same questions.

got BOYFRIEND? how's STUDIES? now studying wat? YEAR wat already? FUTURE plans?

monday's dayOFF.

watching MOVIE wif family.

it's been ages ever since de last time i caught a show wif them already.

YEAH!

but i prefer going ZOO eh. or SENTOSA is also alright. =(

wed's dayOFF too.

tutorial class pushed to thursday.

YEAHyeah! =)

i deserve a goodREST man!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:25 PM.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

hiFOLKS!
it's de air of cny!
ahahahhaha!

'ang bao' time man.
realli in need of money.
wana buy many many stuffs.
and of coz, many many goodies to eat lor.
woo~
i dun get to eat these 'junk' food only till cny.
LOL!
okie enough of my craps! =)

finished off wif another quiz today, DCN.
not realli much interest in DCN.
yst was java practical test.
i didn't manage to print my notes, panicked.
went in wif jus memory work.
fortunately, i managed to work out de program.
history did not repeat. =)

there's another 2 more tests 2moro, vb and cmaths.
i'm done revising cmaths. it's vb now. =)
i still remember how i HATED vb in de beginning.
but i found my interest in vb now. =P

anyway, holidays are reaching! FINALLY!
i wana try SPF, coz sweet is there.
there are soo many things i wana do.
i doubt i have enough time. HEES!
first thing is to meet all my sweets!

project presentation is jus around de corner.
i'm STRESS. =( i noe i might not be able to make it.
even if though, it's jus bluffing over.
it's kinda obvious.
my standard is not there, there's little i can contribute.
i'm already trying my best, i'm jus not up to it.
am i jus a burden?
you pulled down my confidence.
i tried veri hard, but you are only concern about de output.
you didn't bother about my effort, you deny all my hardwork.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@6:41 PM.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

heyPEEPS!
it's time for updating already! =)

went out as early as 11.30am today to compasspoint.
for 1 reason, to straighten my hair again or reboning.
ahahahha!
under my psycho, sis followed.
mum jus trim her hair.
afterall her hair is pretty short ma.
we sat there for like 3hrs, faster den expected.
sis's pretty jealous dat there's 2guys to 'pull' my hair.
WAHAHAHHA!
sitting there for 3hrs is a torture man.
but, there is always a price to pay for beauty beside $$$.
sis's bill was 10bucks more den mine although her hair length is jus a little longer den mine.
lol! =P
anyway, my hair is super straight especially my fringe.

headed to amkHUB after all de hair stuffs.
i thought we were supposed to buy those new year stuffs.
instead, we went shopping.
myFAVOURITE!
i bought 2 tops, a formal blouse from G2000 and a tube top from BUS-STOP again.
i will never fail to remember me and huining bought de same music note tee.
it's still hanging there. =)
sis and mum bought de most.
they spent 100bucks in a shop. OMG!
hence, sis became their member.
DOTSdotsDOTS...
sis also bought me a watch. =)

I'Mtired!
my hair is smelling soo NICE!
&& iMISSyou, SWEET!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:46 PM.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

yst many of my friends received back their o'lvls results.
i got nothing much to comment too.
part and parcel of life, dat's wat i gotta say.

vb's assignment deadline is dis coming friday, 6pm.
everybody's like ants in de hot pan already.
java is another killer. =(
all these programming languages are killing me man.
i realli regret entering IT.
although i knew clearly i wasn't left wif much choices either.
i was like in de middle of de sea soo when i see any piece of wood, i jus pick it up.
and IT is dat piece of wood.
i had totally no interest in IT.
my aim is jus to get a diploma worth of value.

anyway, phone-ed wif huining last night.
i realli miss her like ahSIAO.
i'm glad dat she's working now.
instead of stone-ing at home.

for now, de 2 people i realli wana meet veri veri much will be HUINING and SHAR.
i realli need to squeeze some time out of my super tight schedule.
perhaps, sem break will be a good time.
ahahahhaa!
but, it's gonna be like another 1 to 2 months before my sem break.
oops! =P
i'm sorri myDEARbabes!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@9:11 PM.

Friday, January 09, 2009

dad noes i need not have to attend school dis 2 days due to open house.
hence, he requested me to go and fix de digital camera.
ever since we returned from korea, de camera had been faulty.
it's a good camera to me i feel.
afterall, it has been wif us to many different countries.
okie dat's not de point! back to de main!
surprisingly, he finally treated me and sis cafe cartel (he promised long long ago)
me and sis ordered their chef's recommendation, pork ribs.
dat sickening feeling, like wana vomit already.
wif a super bloated stomach, we headed to habourfront there.
de last building was den de service center, keppel bay tower.
walked walked walked!
after dat, i headed to school and sis headed home.
as expected, there's realli a lot of people in school!
people who noe me should noe i look super not obvious when there's like a chinese new year chinatown crowd.
LOL!

i'm supposed to be chionging my vb assignment today.

but temptation pulled me down.

i went out wif sis to compassPOINT!

we bought de handphone strap, something like a landyard kind.

sis wanted to hang de digital camera, i wanted to hang my handphone.

ahahahhaha!

bought 2 series of dramas!

coz they were having promos.

i'm gonna watch it during my holidays.

i hope i can resist de temptation man!

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:05 PM.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

heyPEEPS. i realised i haven't been realli updating my blog these few days.
ahahahaha. =)
life had been pretty harsh on me nowadays.
piled up wif all de projects, cum deadlines are reaching at any moment.
time passes soo fast dat i can hardly bear to waste any.
anyway, as compared to my classmates, i'm considered lucky.
they bearly slept, while i slept of at least 8hours per day.
afterall, jus like wat maynard says, we are left to do stuffs dat aren't being taught.
i would like to agree much to dis statement.

ever since i entered IT, i depended on my sis, a lot a lot.
she has de patience to deal wif any IT stuffs.
and i'm always frustrated whenever my codes met errors.
even when it's time to sleep, she will hang on till de veri end.
practically, she's always helping me.
ahahhahaha!

HN found a job FINALLY.
i'm happi for her.
at least, i'm seeing her smiles. =)
it will be de best motivation for me now.
coz whenever she's not happi, i'm not happi either.

PS: when you're happi, i'll be happi

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@10:02 PM.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

it's back to those days.
i got dis feeling.
back to those days when no one believes me.
something ironic, i dun need anyone to believe me now.
i miss raihana.
she was de only one who stood beside me.
accompanying me those cloudy days.

frankly speaking, i'm not happi at all.
i'm jus putting up a brave front.
it's agony deep in my heart.
i'm not trying to gain sympathy.
i jus wana say out my emotions which had been bolted all these while.

shar comforted me, sweet cheered my day up.
for once, i thought i had lost them.
i was realli smiling at dat point of time.
no worries. =)
it's de thoughts dat counts.
you guys jus mean soo much to me.
at least, they won't probe.

FYI: if you noe me, you will believe me. i've got nothing to say.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@8:18 AM.

Saturday, January 03, 2009

school had already started for a week.

it was pretty tiring for me.

i didn't had much rest during de trip.

and school jus started immediately on de next day.

i had to drag my feets to school, making sure i attend all classes without fail.

no matter how unwilling i was to.

i spent a meaningful countdown.

no longer waiting under de sparks of fireworks, instead was de company of my best friends.

met shar in de afternoon to pass her de kimchi i got for her in korea.

went to join HN's church friends for steam-boat at de church.

however, i didn't stay till countdown.

for wat shar had said, it's jus a change of calendar.

aahahahha!

FYI: i think i'm jus laughing for de sake of laughing, smiling for de sake of smiling. dun ask me why, coz if you noe me, you will noe why.

what we could have been, ★ JESS™@11:47 AM.