why things will turn out like dat... i dun noe... we used 2 be veri good neighbours but why now coz of some bottles, friendship turns in2 conflict... i dun 1... i dun 1 2 be like dat... i'm stucked in between... i dun believe dat my class will do such things but i'm jus simply lost... i realli hope dat some1 can pull me out of dis way dat leads 2 no where... i'm soo stress... stressed by dat thing and also coz my social studies results not ideal... although i did not fail but jus not satisfied ma... soo i decided cut myself 4 de first time usin alicia's metal ruler without her noein lar of course... although it's not deep but i still can feel de pain within it... but dun noe why also, i dun feel pain when cuttin de time leh... only after touch water den start feelin pain le... perhaps everybody will think dat i'm stupid but i really cannot control... i really veri stress...
lovin yz...