not 2 4get wat day is it 2day... we r 2gether 2 months le... but i simply cannot cheer up... i'm feelin soo terrible now... not coz of de teeth thing but is studies... 2day de first thing i came 2 school i heard from cher dat i did not do 4 my chinese paper 1... but wat hurts me de most is dat she told me dat she's soo disappointed wif me... although she assured me dat i did not fail but i did not pass well either... why... why must i hear dis news... do u noe dat now my feelin is soo confused... my confident throughout dis whole EOY is soo high de lor den now dis sudden news made my confidence dropped from 100% to 50% le... i was all thinking about cher's words when i was doin my maths paper 1 and physics de time... dis EOY is soo important 2 me... i dun wish 2 slip in any of de subjects neither do i 1 2 sacrifice any of de subjects... wat should i do... i'm soo stress... i cannot take it le... but thanks 2 shar and pei ling... they brought me out 2 relax... thanks u guys... i realli love u all alot and treasure u guys much more den any... guess dat now i have no other ways but 2 work even harder le... i have realli not much more confidence left le... i even signed an agreement wif shar, pei ling and adeline dat if i pass my maths paper 1, i will treat them each a ice-cream sundae... i signed de agreement without thinking coz i noe i won't pass de... hais... sadness... i'm realli lost... but i won't give up de... i will hang on till de end... i must fight against de reality... i dun believe in fate... de more de god 1 2 test me, de more i mustn't give up...

lovin yz...