2 more miserable days nia and dat's it le. we, seniors' job r finally done. jus 2 more days. i've been feeling soo moody dis few days. alot of things occurred in my mind. think of alot alot of things. nothing can cheer me up now. i've been like soo stress by studies. coz of angklung i've been missing out all de remedial lessons. somehow i've been wondering dat is it worth it ma. school and chers r all only concern about medals medals but have they realli spared a thought for us. de burden on us is of no lesser den u all la. mid-years is around de corner and u told us dat it is not important. wat's de problem wif u all. where's dat cher dat used to hugged us in ur arms and doted us as though we r like ur daughters? wat i can see now is dat u r blinded wif frame now. all of u r only concern about winning de gold medal. i was thinking dat r u all going to blame on seniors for not winning de gold dat u all wanted and expected? u all r jus using us as a tool to achieve wat u all wanted.
sorry for having to tolerate all my moods. it wasn't our relationship dat bothers me.
