went to had a real good hair cut today. dis time round i realli wana forget about de past and start everything anew. heard my sis say normally when people fallen out of love must go have a hair cut coz it means cutting away de history and start everything all over again. dis time, i not only went to cut my hair, i also went to rebon my hair. i wana cut away all de memories in de past and start my new life from now le. i realli hope dis time round i can realli put everything down and start wif my life however those nightmares are still coming back. how many sleepless nights am i going to have?! must i always must depend on medicine to make me sleep?! when can i realli get over it?! i'm realli veri tired le. i'm still sick. it's even more torturous. i realli want to find back my smiles.
i need more time.
