yesterday i read of an article. it's about how a married couple of 13 years wif 2 kids cope wif their marriage. i super agree wif a sentence and dat is without trust there can't be love. i'm not sure if i still love X but wat i clearly noe is dat i no longer trust him le. i realised dat wat i have now of him is jus my dependence on him, and not love. i'm used to him by my side to remind me to take care of myself, used to him by my side to give me his support. i jus wish to get rid of my dependence on him as soon as possible coz it's realli torturous seeing him showing all these concerns to another girl. perhaps i'm jus being jealous but i'm a girl afterall.
thanks for always being there for me when i needed a shoulder.