my day was okie okie ba. had a quarrel wif him. lol! 2day got another group of NUS trainee doctors again~ it's NUS again~ had some nice chats wif 2 of them in DR. joel's room. found out a secret of him le. haha! think my days at polyclinic are getting more and more fun ba? 2day, ahbet and me had some clashes wif cq when it's not even our fault? her unreasonable is getting from bad to worse le. anyway my last day also coming soon le soo heck care her too~ she better dun step on my tail dis week or else dis time i will step back her painfully. had enough of her le! btw, had a date wif ahbet they all to go clubbing soon~ coz i'm de smallest amongst de girls soo we can only go underage party. but i think dis's all enough for me le. jus wana go shake all my troubles off~ had a date wif birthday girl, shar too next wednesday! i'll be meeting her le! finally~! miss her and my qing ai de meimei like siao! gonna catch up times wif them!
he still lives in my heart.
boy, i noe you had de interest of my heart but it isn't easy to forget him you noe ma?! it's jus like you forcing me to give you an answer. in de eyes of everybody, he might had done me wrong but i can't put myself to hate him. yes, i admit i'm still thinking of him, but dat's coz my love for him was once soo deeply. de pain inside, who noes?! i'm not a girl who can let go of a relationship soo easily. i believe if i am such a girl, den dat's not dat jessica you love le. i noe dat you are trying veri hard to make me see de truth but den have you ever thought of my feelings?! have you ever put urself in my shoes?! no, you didn't and dis's wat dat hurts me de most too. i thought dat you would understand wat i'm going through now but now it seems like i'm wrong again le. wat's soo different between you and dat NUS guy?! both of you are de same, all forcing me to give you all an answer. is an answer soo important to you guys?! you said you will give me time de but dis promise is broken. it's merely a month when we broke up and you are expecting me to forget about him?! isn't it something too far-fetched for me?! or is it you are getting impatient le neh?! i realli appreciate you for always standing by my side and giving me support. ur jokes are always de ones dat can cheer my day up. ur accompany made me felt warm inside. i realli miss those days when we can laugh and talk about all things round. where have those days gone le?!
