morning woke up and saw 2 messages. one from xiang ying and de other from alvin! xiang ying's message warms my heart up early in de morning and alvin's message was touching! after waiting for like 2 months, he finally contact me le! glad dat he's doing fine in uk! and most importantly he said in his message dat he isn't angry wif me at all and dat he's coming back again 3 months later! he jus didn't want me to sad dat's why he left without leaving a word! he didn't contact me for de past 2 months coz he was pretty busy wif his new sem but he did go to my blog to noe about my latest update! i realli miss him like siao lor! make me worried for nothing for de past 2 months~! lol! realli hope dat he can make it on dat veri special date! actually, all dat matters to me is he to be fine can le! all de unstableness in my heart had gone for dat moment upon knowing dat he's fine!
thanks for returning~
boy, promise me dun ever let me cannot find you again yea?! i zhen de cannot go through de same thing for de second time le. it's veri tortorous. you wouldn't noe how did i live for dis past 2 months de. i can't find a reason for my joy and happiness coz i can't find a suitable person to share. all de while, you had been living in my shadows but now i say out loud dat you are no longer following my shadows le coz i want you to stand proudly beside me! it's still difficult for me to say out wat you wish to hear de most from me but i promise you i'll overcome dis barrier asap de coz i had already found de importance of you in my heart le. jus give me more time yea?! meanwhile, i jus wana enjoy ur presence. no doubt dat X had trashed my faith in guys but it was you who regain my confidence in love once again. i believe de day when i accept you will be de day when i zhen de can put de relationship wif X behind me. will you pei me wait till dat day arrives?!
