today was supposed to meet elvina at geraldine's house to do medi-cure de but den elvina last min couldn't make it. hais~ other days ba! btw, meeting shar 2moro le! finally~ miss her like siao! ohya! needa thanks wei li actually coz these few days had been bothering him over my problems. he 2moro having NUS exam le and yet still spend time advising me. he's right in a way. de day i can realli move on is when i stop caring and concerning about X. but when will dat day arrive? when can de pain in my heart stop it's crying? hais~
is dis de end of us le ma?
boy, i miss you, i zhen de miss you. i realised my days aren't cheering up without you by my side. i regret for not telling you my answer. i think you also wait long enough le ba dat's why you decided to jus leave me without leaving down a word. i'm sorri. you made me realli touched dat day but i still reject you. actually i wish to only be wif you when i love you as much as you love me ar. i jus wana make things fair to you. i want to only accept you when de pain of losing X fades off in my heart. i hope dat you can return to my side as soon as possible coz dis time round i zhen de want to tell you my answer face to face to you le. when can de answer in my heart reach you?! would you be back?! back to my side and call me ahgirl?! back to my side to pat my head whenever i look down?! back to my side to cheer me up whenever i'm feeling low?! back to my side to cry wif me?! back to my side to lend me ur shoulders?! back to my side to advise and comfort me?! back to my side to remind me wif all stuffs everyday?!
