dis week like packed fully wif activities sia! coz of vesak day, there will be a makeup session for cmaths dis wed! somemore is from 4 to 6 lor! 2moro lessons from 8 to 6 den wed also till 6! sianz~ sat gonna have tennis orientation too! but i can attend till 12 plus nia coz needa go collect cake for mother's day! haha! explored photoshop today! quite fun de although quite pek chey in de beginning coz always can't find de icons! i'm loving my class more and more~! lol! project work soo far soo good! at least we are on de right pace! gonna be more and more busy in de following weeks le!
darlings, jus let me vent again can? i zhen de feeling veri xin ku. i'll be alright, dun worri. i jus needa find a place to vent. i thought things are working out for me but i realised i'm utterly wrong. i thought by indulging myself in lots and lots of work would fade ur impression in my heart but i'm totally wrong. ur presence still keep haunting me. i can't control myself to dun think of you. de agony is jus enough for me to bear. i told myself i must forget you if i wana start everything anew, but it's jus soo difficult. all these while i'm jus forcing myself to forget you but whenever i'm alone, ur image will start appearing in my mind again. i keep asking myself dat am i realli happi now or jus putting on to a fake smile? i dun noe. it's even more torturous when i past by our frequent haunts those days back. marina square and vivo for couple seat movies, ps for our couple rings, bugis for our shopping spree, tm as our after school favourite haunt, taco pachi as our favourite snack and most importantly toa payoh, de place where you first held my hand. i think all these are of no meaning to you le ba? i realli hope dat things aren't like dat between us however i noe time could not be turn back anymore.
