okie heard another good news from shar today again! she decided to give edwin one last chance! happi for them! afterall, they still love each other! anyway, i'm trying hard to occupy myself wif lots and lots of work coz i dun wish go emo again! poly's work is jus enough for me to bear le! only by keeping myself busy, i will not go think of those negative stuffs! i'm trying another time to forget de pain! although i dun noe will it be succesful dis time, at least i had tried again! girls, i'm realli fine! i'm no longer dat childish thinking girl anymore! i will noe how to think for myself de! at least i won't go do silly stuffs le! no worries~ ahaha! a busy week ahead! ohya! ah seng gonna treat me my favourite ice-cream! yeah!