no school 2day! yeah! haha! unfortunately there's still school 2moro~ 9 to 4! lol! another long day! dun noe whether wana bring laptop ma?! haha! reflected on something le!
for my girls: darlings, dis time, i zhen de wana put de past behind me. i dun wana live in de memories he had left for me anymore. all these while, no matter am i in school or not in school, studying or not studying, his presence jus keep haunting me. i can't control myself to dun think of him. no matter how much he had hurt me, i'm still thinking of him. but now i realise something, it's time for me to move on. no point clinging on to the past. it's a fact dat he had gone for good. de hurt is already caused and i realli hope dat it can all end from dis moment onwards. i noe you all are angry, pissed off coz you all feel injustice for me but i realli dun wana bother you girls anymore le. it's all enough for me jus knowing dat you girls are there for me and understand de whole picture can le. i love you girls. i think without you all, i will be even more lost ba?! de rest of the problem jiu let me go settle le. i realli dun wana implicate you girls in anymore. i jus need time to heal de wound in my heart. thanks for being there for me all these while.
