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gregarious-me.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008

okie i'm here today to update something! something dat had been bothering me for de past 2 days! it's de story between Y and me!
Y and me had been total strangers till 2weeks ago we started talking. he started to tell me stuffs about he and his girlfriend. i wana emphasize dat we were jus FRIENDS! till few days ago, he confessed to me saying dat he likes me while he was still attached. i was shocked initially but i kept quiet coz i feel dat nothing is concerning about me. he broke up wif his girlfriend on sunday and called me straight away coz he told me he was sad. i accompanied him on de phone, wif non other feelings. he assumed dat i had de same feelings he had for me. i thought things out and told him dat i won't give him any chance on monday coz i confirmed i had no feel towards him. i didn't want him to waste time on me. things started to go haywire since yst. in my thought of view, i have no feelings for him but in his thought of view, he thinks dat he had sacrificed a lot for me by breaking up wif his girlfriend and wanted me to appreciate. de main point is dat he's doing a lot of stupid and silly things dat realli makes me afraid and scared of him. he thinks dat by doing all these stuffs would change my mind but i'm realli irritated by his doings. when i didn't answer his call or reply his messages, he called up my house in de middle of de night. i'm feeling pretty stressed up by all his actions, which he soo called as "trying to coax me"?! i'm soo afraid of him dat i needa avoid him when i'm in school and leaving home much earlier den usual coz he would appear waiting for me at my house's void-deck. i realli feel damm freaking stressed up can?! i realli hope dat he can stop all these stupid stuffs. i jus want my normal life back! leave me alone can?! treat it as if i'm begging you le! leave me alone or else you dun regret wat actions i'll take next. dun take my silence for granted. i say wat i mean. you dun deserve my respect if you continue to be like dis. respect me and i'll respect you back. be a man can?!
indeed he realli spoils my day! my blood will start boiling when mentioning about him ar! freak you la! i jus wana catch a movie wif my classmates peacefully also cannot! ohya! many many photos! for more photos can go to charlene's blog! ahaha! my classmates are realli damm nice people can?! they realli helped me a lot! think without them i'll be even lost ba?! ahaha!

dis girl is charlene(2cm taller den me)!
dis girl is yu ling!


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