pretty emo today. out of a sudden de. i also dun noe wat's wrong wif myself. there are like soo many stuffs in my mind. doubts dat needa be clarified, i dun noe how to. thinking of de past, but things aren't de same le. i wana have an answer but i think it would jus be another secret deep down in my heart ba? i think i'm like a fool, waiting for an answer dat won't return to me. memories from de past are still haunting me. de pain is back again. wat else more can i do to get rid of all de memories of you in my mind? i tried veri hard and put in de a lot of effort le but why everytime when i'm getting well wif life, de sight of you would jus flash through my mind as if like it should be there de? i realli wish to start everything anew but i realise i'm still living in de memories you had given me. i'm jus soo tired. hais~ i need a time to chill out man!