i'm sad. i'm disappointed. but i gotta act strong isn't?! tears were about to fall. maybe we shouldn't have depended strongly on you in de first place. is it gonna be jus de 2 of us in future?! our friendship is vulnerable i swear. i hate today but i gotta admit you woke us up. it is as though slapping us on our face. you make me feel like it's my fault. you make me feel i'm kinda extra in dis group. treat it as my fault if dis will make you feel better coz anyway i'm jus nothing to you. it doesn't matter to me anymore coz i had enough of everything all these while.
i wish to go back badly.
