during de 4hours of break today, i 'sneaked' out of school to amkHUB to meet HN!
ahahah! =)
had oyster omelette, something which i had been craving for long!
i will miss her, for sure!
she's de only one who will company me wif all my stupid and lame jokes!
but it's always de thought of it dat will pull my mood straight down under my feet!
headed back to school, it's java again! =(
and i can feel i'm realli cheering up wif her around.
although i'm not realli positive about my future days in IT. =(
somehow, sometimes, i wish to be alone.
but no worries, my smiles will always be there. =)
for me being a strong girl now, no longer dat weakling duckling in de past.
someone told me dat jess had grown up, and i think i had.
for all those things dat are happening around forces me to.
i was sure, i wasn't given a second choice.
if i was given a second choice, i would rather be still a kid, veri veri much.
wif no money to worri, not many materalistic stuffs to satisfy me.
soo innocent, soo pure, soo kind.
however, reality is cruel.
it's time to wake up JESS! stop dreaming!