i knew i was never an easily contented girl.
however, i knew my limits veri well.
all these while, i knew clearly you are always standing by my side.
but i chose to ignore, never to acknowledge ur presence even.
you kept quiet, supporting and helping me still.
i felt guilty dat i can't repay you wif my love, coz i'm a realistic girl.
i rather be cruel to you now, den pushing you down de cliff in future.
you are a precious friend to me still. i'm sorri.

knowing you is de best thing dat has happened in my life.
i never had such a friend like you.
you can be frank wif me, showing me de ugliest side of you.
i can be myself too, not someone who people expect me to be.
i had never enjoy one's company soo much like you.
you always say i'm a gift from god to you, you are a gift from god to me too.
seeing you pursuing ur dream, i'm realli glad.
when you are happi, i'll be happi. =)

after sweet had left IT, you were by my side.
i was utterly lost.
however, you appeared and became my best confidant.
i love ur company, feeling soo comfortable wif you.
i noe i'm always soo straight-forward towards you, sometimes hostile.
but i noe i cannot take ur understanding for granted.
i'll try to improve on my tone.
let's work together for our studies, alright?

i noe it's no longer you.