had a long chat wif bro yst night coz i could not get to sleep.
i have realli unique siblings. =)
although sometimes i feel like de odd one out in de family.
alright, i'm not gonna talk about yst's work.
like again...
i dun wana always keep blogging about work's stuff.
anyway, finally spoke to MR.J after quite some time.
i think, i'm ready to put down my feelings for him by now.
will be out wif family dis wednesday.
i'm looking forward. =)
afterall, i have not been going out wif them lately due to my work during de weekends.
and we usually hang out only during de weekends when everybody will be available.
mum needs a new phone badly soo... we'll be getting for her one.
my pocket is seriously starting to burn a hole already.
but de bucks are jus not coming in fast enough. =(
for once, i'm realli confused wif my own feelings.
i dun noe wat's true and wat's not true in me now.
i dun understand why am i having such mixed feelings.
i thought i can get away dis time round.
but i think, i can no longer deceive myself.
should i give you a chance?
or perhaps, giving myself a chance to start everything anew?