work is on for de next 3days...
it always feel soo good to go work rather den jus rotting at home.
HAHA!
i think i needa go exercise or watever.
had been munching on too much of junk food nowadays.
i'm getting heavier. =(
chatted wif Taha yst.
it feels soo good to be able to talk to him again.
although it's only through msn, it somehow filled de misses i had for him.
i'm glad dat things are doing fine for him.
no matter wat, life has to move on too.
i'm sorri for disappointing you.
i noe, i had been disappointing people.
i dun wish to, i seriously didn't wish stuffs to end up like dis.
perhaps, i'm still not prepared to open up my heart totally even till today.
i hope you will understand and can understand.
i dun wana rush into things, especially to a relationship.
afterall, it's de committment dat counts.
honestly speaking, you are nice, realli nice and i noe you will make a good boyfriend i believe.
i will never forget de fun and laughters you had brought to my life.
i hope you'll still be holding on to my favourite flower at de other end of de bridge waiting for me when i'm realli ready for it.