work was supposed to be shiok yst.
however, it was stressful for me.
i have to start learning B2.
which is something i'm realli not strong at.
i realised de more careful i am, de more mistakes i will make.
yea no one in dis world dun make mistakes but i always make stupid mistakes.
which i feel dat those mistakes can be avoided.
i reflected a lot last night.
why can't i multi-task? why can't i take control of de situation? why do i get panicked as easily?
why do i always have to burden my colleagues, my partner?
i feel realli bad about upsetting their workflow.
i wish to perform better and stop disappointing you guys.

sweet came to find me after her yst.
she told me she will be working until end of dis month.
i wish to hang on but am i realli cut for it?
or i'm jus facing dis problem only in IS?
i think, i need to get my thoughts clear.

i was talking to MR.M on de phone last night.
he can realli cheer my day up.
although i dun realli understand his jokes, i can see his effort in trying to make me smile.
at least, he's still willing to talk to me after being soo wilful.
managed to hear words from de bottom of his heart.
i think, i should do some reply to it. =)

i hope for de situation to turn better.