apparently i had been posting about my life almost everyday i think.
perhaps it's due to de boredness i'm facing.
actually i prefer writing into my diary coz i believe there's always a limitation to wat you can say in ur blog.

anyway, i jus finished packing my cupboard.
clearing last sem's stuffs and creating space for next sem's stuffs.
papers are all over de place.
i think i have to cut down my paper usage.
timetable's still not released yet!

btw, de conversation i had wif LiYan yst came across my mind suddenly.
i dun hide de fact dat my mum doesn't like me to work.
it's my stubbornness i noe dat's driving me on.
i admit i have de desire to leave, but dat's in de past, not now.
i have yet to achieve anything.
de last stage is bar and i noe clearly dat's where i wana reach.
although i noe dat day may not come easy and it will not come easy, i still wana hang on.
reason for it being, i wana be someone i'm proud of.

sweet's realli sick dis time.
i'm worried sick.
i hope i can be at her side now, taking care of her, watching over her.
i dun think i'm a good friend to her.
i can't be at her side when she needs company.
wat kind of good friend am i? =(
i always say i'll be there for her but where am i when she's down at bed?
i always say i hate people talk more den they take action but wat else can i do for her?
i'm actually at work...
i'm actually only messaging her...
i'm mad at myself, i'm disappointed wif myself.

tell me, wat else can i do?