it's tuesday and i had jus updated my blog wif a new post on sunday. LOL!
i didn't expect time to pass dis fast.
i completed my DMID assignment presentation dis morning.
it's de worst persentation i had presented soo far.
i think i spoke less den 3mins.
anyway, it's already over.
i'm having a VB WrittenTest 2moro, same goes to de Java students too.
soo right after dat, we are having a critic session. =(

someone asked me why i haven't been blogging about my relationship life.
afterall, we are still teenagers.
it's perfectly normal to speak about ur relationship life in ur own blog.
yea, and i realized i had never been open about my relationship life.
being frank here, i dun fancy blogging about my relationship life in my blog.
it's something rather personal i feel.
i would prefer venting it all out in my diary.
i'm not trying to act some secrecy, perhaps dat's de way how i handle my life.

someone asked me whether am i attached.
who cares wat's de answer? and i'll never hide de answer.
yes, i'm currently seeing a nice chap and things are doing fine for us.
as long as 2 people are spending nice moments wif each other, wat's soo much about being together as a couple or not?
it's wat i have been believing in ever since my failed relationships had taught me to.
does status realli matters soo much?

somehow there's some guilt in my heart.
dat's becoz there's dis person i can't let go.
he's a guy i had a liking for since i entered poly.
i guess many noes pretty well who am i referring to.
although i dun noe how he feels, it's a feeling i can't forget.
and trust me, i tried many attempts to forget.
honestly speaking, i wouldn't noe how long will i take to forget him too.

i noe it's something pretty unfair for dat silly chap.
soo stop telling me to be a nice girl to him.
i'm still working on a solution to it.
solution to a relationship isn't jus 2=1+1.
give me some time and i'll work things out eventually.

jus let me be honest to myself for once.