it's already de 4th week.
dat marks my first intern month.
things had more or less stabled down.
i'm no longer feeling unease but instead, insecure.
somehow i jus feel dat my existence is jus oh soo not needed.
though it's true, i would still like to look things at de brighter side.
i have to hang on and i will hang on.
no more whining, no more complaints, no more comparisons.
trust me, i'm definitely not a spoilt brat alright!

speaking about work, i'm realli enjoying de company of SH and Angelia.
SH has a skin as thick as de elephant.
noe why? coz he thinks dat he has a wonderful voice and he's always opening personal concert during our lunch-time.
and dat's de time i will laugh like a mad dog. LOL!
for Angelia, she's de type of friend you can trust her wif all ur heart jus like my BFF!
i will never fail to talk to her wif all my 委屈.

it's a long weekend ahead...
besides having serious stomach cramp yst, i think i'll enjoy de long weekend better.
my program will be having a nice meal wif my family 2moro, followed by seeking some traditional chinese doctor on sat morning and finally meeting up my BFF and ED in de afternoon.
i haven't been enjoying my life since my attachment days.
moreover sweet is heading for guangzhou on tues.
i'll miss her, jus like when i was in korea.
but i noe, she had always wanted to go back to de place where she had many wonderful memories.
dun forget to get my souvenirs alright! :)

some updates about my fat pig.
bought her a new treat but it seems like it doesn't fancy her taste buds.
she's been ignoring it initially but eventually she's munching on it happily now.
my sis will always have a way to deal wif dis stubborn pig.
my fat pig jus enjoys making a lot noise.
but when she's asleep, she's real cute...

ohya. i haven't been feeling dis week.
right now, i'm having a serious sore throat.
stomach cramp managed to ease a little today.
and my head, is spinning like free. :(
i feel i'm like a medicine box now.

i'm not realli happi lately too.
dad's still busy as usual.
it's not dat i'm being wilful here or wat but i realli dun like de way he is now.
i understand de company is undergoing a major project dat's handing over in june.
perhaps, i should be a more understanding daughter instead.
it's his responsibility, his company.

PS: i wana stay close to you.