i didn't noe why am i feeling soo tired nowadays.
it's only 8plus now and i'm feeling soo restless.
perhaps workload has increased gradually.
or perhaps i'm falling ill again.
fortunately, i'm still dealing wif sql stuffs.
i was spared from java coding eventually.
sweet has left for guangzhou.
she sent me a text when she boarded de plane.
jus like i texted her when i boarded de plane to korea.
i'm starting to miss her already:(
jus some updates about my fat pig.
thanks god, her palms are fine now.
i was realli worried for de past few days.
after a day of work, seeing her jumping around simply makes my day fulfilling enough.
why did you come into my life?
if it's god arrangement for me to meet you, den i would like to tell god.
dear god, i will never want to see him again.
de wound was never once healed and it's a scar dat can never be washed away.
de pain, still lingers around my heart.
i put myself to hate, but i can't.
i put myself to forget, but i can't.
i put myself to forgive, but i can't.
i realli detest myself for not able to do anything to make myself feel better besides tearing.
i can't remember how much tears had filled up my days.